Where I have to wonder what my motivations are. I need to start thinking where I want to be… what do I want to do… how do I want to succeed.
I have to start evaluating what it means to have a successful life through my eyes.
I’m barely getting by right now and I felt that slip, that… push last night at work. I’ve never felt myself lose control before and I felt it last night.
The shift toward crazy. :)
No, I’m not crazy. I don’t feel myself slipping mentally. I merely felt myself lose grip on handling my emotions. I have always prided myself on the fact that I’ve always been able to deal with people. Rarely if ever do I flip out in anger on someone and if I do they’re usually family so I feel close enough to them to know that I can express those feelings with them without them leaving me.
That’s probably the best thing about me and Rachel (seester). I can live through all types of different emotions with her and vice versa and I know she’ll always be there for me and I will always be there for her.
You might be wondering what this has to do with what I started this thing talking about. Well, I have a few paths that my life could be taking in the next year. They all start off like this pretty much aside from one…
College graduate with BS in psychology and human services graduates from Saint Mary of the Woods college.
…this is where things get tricky. Should I…
* Stay in Terre Haute for 2 year working at Gibault using my BS working with kids while getting my masters from ISU?
* Take two years off and move to Louisiana doing the Teach for America bit?
* Take two years off and join the Peace Corps doing something that I’ve always wanted to do?
I have no idea.
They all sound pretty fulfilling except for the first one. But the first one would allow me to stay at home, stay close to my friends and family, etc.
I don’t know anymore.
I’m feeling lost.
Lost and 21. Great.
Awwwwwwwwwe Seester, I LOVE YOU!
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